The Butterfly Temptress

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Mar
11

Never Saw Blue Like That

Posted under Love, Life by The Butterfly Temptress

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I’m sorry for laying low. They did chemo on Friday and it kicked me hard. I wasn’t expecting it until this week, but I really want to go into remission, so I figured I’d better get it done. Other than laying low?

I’m taking it all in. I’m soaking up every moment that life offers and I’m trying so hard to be positive. In my heart I’m not, but for the people that I love I really am trying. Why? Because they’re trying. Trying to remain positive, trying to encourage, and doing all they can do. Looking deep inside for even a spot of hope is the least I can do.

The spring sky is a beautiful shade of blue. It’s cold still, but the sun was out today and the blue was phenomenal. It reminded me of The Knights eyes. A blue so deep yet so bright that I couldn’t help but lose myself in them. I know until he looked at me, until he loved me, I never saw blue like that.

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. If miracles can happen, they’ll happen because I am surrounded by amazing friends and family like you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ8AGysU2F4

  1. mina Said,

    sending you many blue wrapped prayers.

  2. neaya Said,

    you are in our thoughts & prayers my heart goes out to you! such a beautiful soul & you have reminded me that there are so many little things i can be more appreciative of & take time to pay attention to Thank You!
    Respectfully,
    Neaya

  3. Robin Said,

    Just wanted to come by to say thank you for you kind words and to let you know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers. I hope and wish for that miracle for you. Take care of yourself, let your family take care of you, and enjoy each moment. Hope you are feeling a bit better from the chemo by now.

  4. islanddom Said,

    Wow. Good luck with all.

    My problems just don’t have any meaning. Thanks for making me think.

    ID

  5. nina aoki Said,

    Dearest Butterfly,

    I know how hard this is. Please know that you are indeed loved.

    xoxo,
    nina

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