Ever the optimist, I am holding out hope. I am trying to see the silver lining around they grey clouds. This will be the year for me…
To go into remission.
To find myself.
To come into my own.
To keep on chasing pavements?
I guess only time will tell.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I’m just taking it easy, trying to bounce back from a major knee injury. They’re saying a torn ligament, but we’re waiting for the radiology results to confirm. Thanks to comfortable positioning and some good pain meds, I’m feeling alright. Very mellow. Very Dan Fogleberg.
So how about joining me?
Just one more…
Last one, I promise. Of [...]
Sunday, December 14, 2008
It’s the usual way of things, I suppose. You find a rhythm, you settle in. You plan your days around it, you look forward to what each new one holds and you’re unwilling to let it change, no matter what.
When The Knight told me he was going to ask for time off, I was against [...]
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Outside the snow had started to fall. The temperature had dropped and the house was finally silent. We had laughed and teased one another all day long, but it was late when we climbed the stairs and slipped between the sheets.
His arms pulled me close and held me tight. He whispered words of love and [...]
I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. I know it drives people crazy and I try so hard to keep people in the know. Sometimes I just can’t keep up.
I’ve had a hard time bouncing back. Between the flu and being in extreme pain I haven’t slept much. We’ve been playing LoTRO quite [...]
When this song came out, it brought me to my knees. Like so many others, it moved me…it spoke to me, for me, when I couldn’t speak for myself. And now I feel like I have come full circle.
I’m lonely and I’m scared but no one wants to hear it. No one wants to acknowledge [...]
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I just wanted to let you know that I’m alive. This is just not a good time for me. I wish I was stronger. For myself…for them…for you.
Just a little more time. I just need a little more time.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I’m sorry that I have been so silent. I apologize for being so out of touch. Right now real life doesn’t afford me the opportunity to write.
I’ve been sad and lonely. I’m feeling more than a little introspective, completely wrapped up in myself. Well, not completely but I might as well be.
My Grandmother has been [...]
