Ever the optimist, I am holding out hope. I am trying to see the silver lining around they grey clouds. This will be the year for me…
To go into remission.
To find myself.
To come into my own.
To keep on chasing pavements?
I guess only time will tell.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
It’s the usual way of things, I suppose. You find a rhythm, you settle in. You plan your days around it, you look forward to what each new one holds and you’re unwilling to let it change, no matter what.
When The Knight told me he was going to ask for time off, I was against [...]
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Outside the snow had started to fall. The temperature had dropped and the house was finally silent. We had laughed and teased one another all day long, but it was late when we climbed the stairs and slipped between the sheets.
His arms pulled me close and held me tight. He whispered words of love and [...]
I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. I know it drives people crazy and I try so hard to keep people in the know. Sometimes I just can’t keep up.
I’ve had a hard time bouncing back. Between the flu and being in extreme pain I haven’t slept much. We’ve been playing LoTRO quite [...]
When this song came out, it brought me to my knees. Like so many others, it moved me…it spoke to me, for me, when I couldn’t speak for myself. And now I feel like I have come full circle.
I’m lonely and I’m scared but no one wants to hear it. No one wants to acknowledge [...]
Here’s hoping that each and every one of our friends and loved ones make it home for Christmas. Never forget that you’re in our thoughts and prayers. God bless and God speed.
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I just wanted to let you know that I’m alive. This is just not a good time for me. I wish I was stronger. For myself…for them…for you.
Just a little more time. I just need a little more time.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Nothing to say that hasn’t been said. Or written. Or set to music. So, this is where it is. This is where it will stay. I will never ever mention it again.
