Ever the optimist, I am holding out hope. I am trying to see the silver lining around they grey clouds. This will be the year for me…
To go into remission.
To find myself.
To come into my own.
To keep on chasing pavements?
I guess only time will tell.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
It’s the usual way of things, I suppose. You find a rhythm, you settle in. You plan your days around it, you look forward to what each new one holds and you’re unwilling to let it change, no matter what.
When The Knight told me he was going to ask for time off, I was against [...]
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Outside the snow had started to fall. The temperature had dropped and the house was finally silent. We had laughed and teased one another all day long, but it was late when we climbed the stairs and slipped between the sheets.
His arms pulled me close and held me tight. He whispered words of love and [...]
I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. I know it drives people crazy and I try so hard to keep people in the know. Sometimes I just can’t keep up.
I’ve had a hard time bouncing back. Between the flu and being in extreme pain I haven’t slept much. We’ve been playing LoTRO quite [...]
When this song came out, it brought me to my knees. Like so many others, it moved me…it spoke to me, for me, when I couldn’t speak for myself. And now I feel like I have come full circle.
I’m lonely and I’m scared but no one wants to hear it. No one wants to acknowledge [...]
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Nothing to say that hasn’t been said. Or written. Or set to music. So, this is where it is. This is where it will stay. I will never ever mention it again.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I’m sorry that I have been so silent. I apologize for being so out of touch. Right now real life doesn’t afford me the opportunity to write.
I’ve been sad and lonely. I’m feeling more than a little introspective, completely wrapped up in myself. Well, not completely but I might as well be.
My Grandmother has been [...]
I just wanted to take a moment to jump in here and apologize to those of you who have experienced technical difficulties while trying to access my site. I have been in touch with Midphase to let them know that we’re all having problems and that it’s severely hampering traffic. Can you tell that I’m [...]
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I closed the bathroom door behind me and walked confidently towards him wearing only a new bra. My breasts were tethered and pulled so that they sat high on my chest with perfect alignment and cleavage that begged to be kissed. As he sat on the edge of the bed in only his boxers with [...]
Election Day is right around the corner. Everyone is excited and more passionate than I ever remember from any other election. And rightfully so. The state of our union is undeniably sad. We’re looking for solutions to the problems, we’re looking for hope to get us through when nothing else can.
My hope lies with Barack [...]
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